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So it has been almost a year since I wrote.

A-okay. So what now? What have I done so far? Great.. "Wow, You look nice". "Oh, kau dah gemuk sikit", "Dude... lama tak nampak". Bla bla bla.

But it is the same old me and it is the same old shit. Big surprise? Not quite.

So let me start with this problem I have now. Every morning I drive for like an hour to my workplace. In the first half of the hour, I got very moody and disgruntled about long commuting while cursing the traffic on the bridge. But at the end of that hour, my mood shifts into a bersemangat-new-shining engineer driving a Kelisa.
But the problem is, when I reach my workplace, suddenly all these feelings dissolve into one ugly word. Fuck!.

I don't think I can keep up with this routine for the rest of my life. I need to be listening to Anthony Robbin tape or some shit just to feel great about my job.

My life is, I'm tellin' ya, depressing.